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Ako dapat! wala ng bakit bakit pa! Joke lang.. sa palagay ko ako dapat kasi… ano

ba? kasi siguro ginagawa ko naman ang mga task ni kuya kahit meju sablay kung minsan, pwedi

ring ako ang pinaka matanda sa mga housemates, pwede rin because artistahin ako hehehe.

pwedi ring dahil wala lang or marami akong bubwit na bumoto sa akin or nagbayad ako para may

bumoto sa akin.. basta maraming dahilan at iisipin ko muna. para sa akin naman tulad nga ng

laging sinasabi at sasabihin ko na rin, ok lang sa akin kahit sino ang maging big winner,

basta may balato lang ako… BAsta ako dapat ang maging Big winner! para masaya ang lahat at

maiahon ko ang pilipinas (at may ganun pa) at pati na rin promote ko ang world peace

hihihi.. *eskapo sabay layas*

Hindi ko plinano ang pagsali ko sa BPBB.. sa katunayan nga, wala akong kaalam alam

na meron palang big brother version sa friendster. Nalaman ko lang na may ganito palang

bagay ng mabasa ko yung audition thread na pinost ni koya sa aming BP yahoo groups. eh nung

time na pagkabasa ko ng post na yun, out of curiousity ay nag audition ako.. ok na naman

kasi ang mga rules at ang fun na maidudulot ng BPBB. yun nga di ko inaasahan na

makakatanggap ako ng mensahe mula kay koya na pasok nga ako sa BPBB. 2 days din bago ako

umoo kaya ayun ok na, enjoy naman palang mga task at kakaexcite… Thankful ako at hangga

ngayun di pa rin ako naeevict kahit di ko masyadung nagagawa mga tasks, ewan ko this week,

nominated ako eh.. sana di muna ako maevict hehe. geh na wala na ko masabi.

    Naalala ko pa yun, diko lang maalala yung date kung kailan, basta bago ako pumasok sa work ay routine ko na every morning na dumaan sa computer shop ng kaibigan ko na sa may plaza mismo dito sa amin malapit sa terminal ng jeep na sinasakyan ko papuntang work. so edi maaga pa naman para pumasok, kaya medju tambay tambay mode muna dun.. yun nga sa pagkukwentuhan namin ng friend ko na di ko na maalala kung anung topic, basta about music siguro yun o kaya naman movies, habang nagkukwentuhan e napatingin ako sa salamin at nagulat ako. nak nang… ano to.??? yung buhok ko di maayos heheh, kaya dali dali akong naghanap ng suklay, e yung suklay nandun sa papag, katabi ng isang black book. black book na parang witch book. so ayun, kinuha ko yung suklay at inayos ko ang buhok ko. yesss wala ng problema. chit chat uli, blah blah blah dito blah blah blah doon at di ko namalayan yung time, eh oras na pala at baka malate ako mapagalitan pa ako ng boss ko. ayun at nagdecide na akong umalis. nun ko naalala na nakalimutan ko pala ang Harry potter book na binabasa ko sa bahay..nak ng.. pano ba to, gusto ko pa naman habang nagbibiyahe ako ay may binabasa ako. yun nga at paalis na ako ng napatingin ulit ako sa black book sa papag, tapos walang sabi sabi eh bigla ko nalang dinampot yung black book habang nakatalikod at bising nag cocomputer yung friend ko. yun na nga habang sa jeep binasa ko ang black book. nagulat pa nga ako sa title at kung bakit ganun yung title. so binasa ko at yung nga habang sa jeep nag mukha akong tanga at pinag titinginan ng mga co-passengers ko kung bakit parang timang akong tumatawang mag-isa habang nagbabasa. kakatawa kasi eh yung book. natapos ko yung book nga bago mag kinabukasan. kinabukasan naibalik ko yung book ng di nalalaman ng friend ko kagaya ng pagkuha ko nung nakaraang araw. Pagkasoli, so meju tambay ulit, at yun di ko na mapigilan, tinanong ko yung friend ko, ‘Huy ano yung book na yun?. yung black book sa papag’ sabi nya ‘ah yun, binabasa ko kc yung mga taga CEU nagpapagawa ng reaction paper bout dun sa book’ haaa sabi ko, maganda ba ang tanong ko. maganda at nakakatawa sabi ni friend (si friend pala ay si Jerico) gusto mong basahin ang tanong nya, next week pa naman kukunin yan… Sabi ko wag na busy ako. hehehe ang di nia alam eh nabasa ko na ng di nia alam. yun yun yung panahon na nadiskobre kong may isang Bob Ong pala na magaling.

    kinabukasan, at kinabukasan ulit, di ko ulit matandaan what date (bobo talaga ako sa date) eh kating kati ang kamay ko di talaga maalis sa isip ko yung author, lalo na’t may naging teacher ako dati na kapangalan nia nung nag aral ako ng vocational.. wat if siya yun diba? kaya ayun todo research ako sa internet, kakalungkot man at walang akong napala at nalaman tungkol dun sa author. bad trip, click ako ng click ayun at napadpad ako sa Bobong Pinoy yahoo Groups… kahit clueless ako kung anong meron dun ayun at sumali pa rin ako, (kung di ako nagkakamali mga 2 years ago na yun) naisip ko wala namang mawawala at baka makilala ko pa si Bob ong.. di naman ako nagkamali at marami akong natutunan at nakilala sa pagsali sa BPYG pwera tungkol ka y BO. yun nga dun na nagsimula ang lahat kung paano ako naging kabobo na nagpabago sa isang parte ng buhay ko. o diba naks naman… oh the end na siguro to! salamat sa pagbabasa!

What Hurts The Most
RASCAL FLATTS

    I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
    That don’t bother me
    I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
    I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
    Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
    There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
    But that’s not what gets me
    
    What hurts the most
    Was being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was tryin’ to do
    
    It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
    But I’m doin’ It
    It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
    Still Harder
    Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
    But I know if I could do it over
    I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
    That I left unspoken
    
    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do
    
    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do
    
    Not seeing that loving you
    That’s what I was trying to do

Does He Love You
Rilo Kiley

Get a real job
Keep the wind to your back and the sun on your face
All the immediate unknowns
Are better than knowing this tired and lonely fate
Does he love you?
Does he love you?
Will he hold your tiny face in his hands?

I guess it’s spring, I didn’t know
It’s always seventy-five with no melting snow
A married man, he visits me
I receive his letters in the mail twice a week

And I think he loves me
And when he leaves her
He’s coming out to California

I guess it all worked out
There’s a ring on your finger and the baby’s due out
You share a place by the park
And run a shop for antiques downtown

And he loves you
Yeah he loves you
And the two of you will soon become three
And he loves you
Even though you
Used to say you were flawed if you weren’t free

Let’s not forget ourselves good friend
You and I were almost dead
And you’re better off for leaving
Yeah you’re better off for leaving

Late at night
I get the phone
You’re at the shop sobbing all alone
Your confession it’s coming out
You only married him
You felt your time was running out

But now you love him
And your baby
At last you are complete
But he’s distant and you found him
On the phone pleading saying "Baby I love you
And I’ll leave her and I’m coming out to California"

Let’s not forget ourselves good friend
I am flawed if I’m not free
And your husband will never leave you
He will never leave you for me

Rooster - Deep And Meaningless

I, I don’t know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don’t know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:

If you call me today
I’ll say that I’m fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It’s just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that’s sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can’t leave behind me

Chorus:

If you call me today
I’ll say that I’m fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It’s just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

yehey! it’s lunchbreak and i just had my lunch… yum!!

LIFEHOUSE - You And Me

Album: Lifehouse (2005)

what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can’t keep up and I can’t back down I’ve been losing so much time cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it’s you and me and all of the people and I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you all of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right I’m tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don’t know where to go from here cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it’s you and me and all of the people and I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you there’s something about you now I can’t quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it’s you and me and all of the people and I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it’s you and me and all of the people and I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive